1 Month of Bliss.

I know some who have been married for a lifetime will maybe get a good laugh out of this post, but I had to do it anyway. I would be very ungrateful if I didn't share with the entire world (or I guess my 9 blog followers, at least) how much I love my husband. Today is our 1 month anniversary of marriage, and I can hardly believe it. Looking back on this month, I can honestly say, that it's been incredible! There have been so many ups and downs already, but that's what makes life fun! I'm so thankful for Ryan and all that he does for me. I love him so much, and I know it's only been a month, but it makes me that much more excited for what an eternity will be like. I mean, if a month has already been this amazing.....!!! :)

Oh, and the picture I'm posting for this is one we took on the day that changed my life. ( I like to call it that at least!) It was the day that Ryan and I went on our "first date back together", after what felt like a very tumultuous month apart. I'm sure most of you know the story, so I won't go into it. But, let's just say that I needed a break from life for about a month. I just had so many decisions to make and I felt overwhelmed. When I told Ryan that we needed to stop dating for a while, it broke my heart. I felt it every single day, and I thought to myself, "If this is so right, then why does it feel so wrong?" Come to find out, it was so wrong. I needed him in my life just as much as I needed air to breathe. I knew on this day of our "first date back together" that he was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my eternities with! He took me on a picnic up the Provo canyon, and from the second he knocked on my door, I knew. The rest of that day is history. I have never been so happy in my entire life, (except of course for my wedding day when it all became real). I went home and basically shouted it from the rooftops! I told my mom and Drew and basically just about everybody! That day seems like it was a lifetime ago. I will never forget the feelings I had and the love I felt for Ryan. Now, a month later, that love has grown even more. Who would've known that was even possible? So, on this one month anniversary for me and Ryan, I must say, I'm in love. :)